A song on Vanessa's first demo tape, recorded many a year ago. It's a song that grows on you after a while. <br /><br />Lyrics: <br />When the pressure will not fade away <br />When the real things starts to become fake <br />When you can't recognize your own hands <br />Turn around and begin again <br /><br />When the sky starts ripping and falling <br />And The horizon is no longer calling please <br />Don't try to make it on emptiness <br />Turn around and begin again <br /><br />But I have wondered about what it is all for <br />But I can do no more than shout <br />And I am still standing unsure <br /><br />If your eyes become glazed with indifference <br />If your screaming with lips that are silent <br />If you can't find light in the day <br />Turn around and begin again <br /><br />But I have wondered about what it is all for <br />But I can do no more than shout <br />And I am still standing unsure <br /><br />When you cannot find yourself anywhere <br />If your standing but feel your not really there <br />If your waiting for someone to catch you <br />Turn around and begin again <br /><br />If you can't seem to find what's been to be found <br />In a heart that pumps rage as your only sound <br />If your waiting to be blown away <br />Turn around and begin again <br /><br />But I have wondered about what it is all for <br />But I can do no more than shout <br />And I am still standing unsure <br /><br />But now and then <br />Now and then <br />I wonder.
