<p>Catelynn Lowell made the heartbreaking decision to seek treatment after spending the day thinking of “every way possible to commit suicide,” she told RadarOnline.com exclusively.</p><br /><p>The Teen Mom OG star, 25, admitted she had felt she had no choice but to check into rehab.</p><br /><p>“I’m taking the time I need right now to take good care of myself. On November 17th I thought of every way possible to commit suicide, from wrapping a belt around my neck to just running my car into an electric pole,” she told Radar.</p><br /><p>treated for post-partum depression and she told Radar that she was leaning on her husband, Tyler Baltierra, and their baby as she struggled with her suicidal thoughts.</p><br /><p>“Thank God I have a support system and a husband and a daughter. Thank God I am self-aware.”</p><br /><p>The troubled MTV star told Radar she was hopeful about her future. “I’m seeking treatment and I WILL get better. This won’t last forever.”</p><br /><p>PHOTOS: Catelynn Lowell Bullied By Jealous Women Online: ‘Girls Are Nasty & Mean!’</a></p><br /><p>She offered advice for others in the same situation. “Anyone feeling alone you ARE NOT ALONE! This world needs all of us in it! We are all here for a reason. Thank you for your support during this tough time. Much Love.”</p><br /><p>For anyone who feels that they need help, the National Suicide Prevention Hotline number is 1-800-273-8255.</p><br /><p>We pay for juicy info! Do you have a story for RadarOnline.com? Email us at tips@radaronline.com, or call us at 800-344-9598 any time, day or night.</p><br /><p>The post Suffocation & Crashing Car! Catelynn Reveals Grim Details Behind Suicidal Bombshell</a> appeared first on Radar Online</a>.</p><br />
