Fergie is not afraid to admit that her past was far from “Fergalicous,” and before her success as a singer, her addiction to meth was flat out life threatening. <br />The 42-year-old tells the UK’s iNews that her drug use led to her weighing a dangerous 90 pounds, and she was battling with psychosis and dementia.<br />She tells iNews, “I was hallucinating on a daily basis. It took a year after getting after that drug for the chemicals in my brain to settle down so that I stopped seeing things… I’d just be sitting there, seeing a random bee or bunny.” <br />Fergie also retold the story about how her paranoia led her to believe the CIA, FBI and SWAT team were after her, and she had to take refuge in a church… Of course, no authorities were on her tail. She reportedly says, “It was a freeing moment… The drugs thing, it was a hell of a lot of fun… Until it wasn’t. But you know what, I thank the day it happened to me. Because that’s my strength, my faith, my hope for something better.” <br />We’re glad Fergie is living the “M.I.L.F. $” lifestyle these days instead. <br />