Despite admitting that their marriage was “very rough”</a> after Jay Z</a> cheated on Beyoncé</a>, it seemed like things were on the up and up.<br /><br />But according to a new Life & Style article, Queen Bey may still have some residual feelings about her man’s roaming eye.<br /><br />After it was long speculated that the Grammy-winning rapper had cheated on his wife Beyoncé with “Becky with the good hair”,<br /><br />Jay Z finally publicly admitted he had a roaming eye in November after the release of his album 4:44.<br /><br />But just earlier this month, Jay said that despite the fact that Bey was “struggling to move on and forgive” ,<br /><br />when he first told her about his cheating, therapy and Blu Ivy, 5, made them stronger than ever.<br /><br />Still, that hasn’t stopped doubts from settling in for the pop star, who has can’t seem to shake what happened.<br /><br />“Ever since Jay admitted to cheating, Beyoncé can’t stop thinking about it,” a source told Life & Style.<br /><br />“Jay thought once he came clean, she would forgive him. But instead it’s made things worse,” the insider continued.<br /><br />The fact that the hip-hop star had been away throughout most of November and December while he was on tour for 4:44 hasn’t help matters either.<br /><br />The source went on, “Beyoncé was at home with three children while he was out touring, and she was living in constant fear that he would cheat again.”<br /><br />Not even their kids have kept their family intact. “Beyoncé and Jay had a short honeymoon phase where they came together for their twins.”</a><br /><br />“But that didn’t last. Beyoncé can’t seem to get past his cheating,” the insider concluded.<br /><br /> <br /><br /> <br /><br /> <br /><br /> <br /><br />
