As I mentioned before I wrote this song for my girlfriend, who was 19 at the time.. <br />Unfortunately we had a fight one evening. She left and 15 minutes later she took her own life at the <br />railway station. <br />Of course her motivations did certainly not only involve me, but it was a big disillusion for myself being <br />just 16 years old and having my first girlfriend. The road to making my peace with it and accepting it was <br />long, difficult and hard. But getting older I tried to convince myself that even if I wanted to, I could have done nothing to prevent her from doing sooner or later what she had planned in her head. <br /><br />I soon realized there was nothing I could do to bring her back to say I was sorry. So I did the only thing for her I was good at in those days. And that was playing the piano and writing her a second song. Unfortunately she never lived long enough to hear it.
