2019-03-11 - 2019-03-14 <br />A lady with whom I had a great time dancing, last time I visited Copenhagen, is longing for the same connection dancing but it doesn't work out this time.<br /><br />So I change roles by changing the embrace enjoying to be lead by her.<br />She insists to be lead by me though, but again, loses the connection trying to follow my movement, rather than connecting to it.<br /><br />Interrupting my movement I try to help her to find back this connection but when it keeps repeating itself I just try to create funny moments by making her bump into my movement.<br /><br />She doesn't seem to think that's funny at all.<br />I suggest that she leads me again but she insists that I lead.<br /><br />I don't feel like leading anymore so we decide to take a break.<br /><br />When we sit down she expresses her anger about this unhappy ending I seem to be creating and that we should please each other.<br /><br />As I don't like pleasing others, I refuse my task to please her.<br /><br />After adding time to her parking meter she seems more relaxed, but whenI l refuse to lead her again, she reacts furious.<br /><br />I suggest her to lead me and we more or less stay put embracing each other. <br />When I look at her she still seems to be angry but unlike before when I used to feel guilty about not living up to expectations of others, <br />this time I felt an opportunity coming up to achieve real friendship<br />by confronting her with her expectations towards me that don't add up with her values.<br /><br />Traveling the world without depending on money, enjoying free pleasures worldwide. <br /><br />https://fpww.nl
