Beyoncé’s Miscarriages Pushed<br />Her to Seek a “Deeper’ Purpose.<br />In a recent interview with ‘Elle,’<br />Beyoncé candidly spoke to fans<br />about her past pregnancy losses and<br />how they affected her outlook on life.<br />When asked if she was “disappointed” that she didn’t win<br />more awards for ‘Lemonade,’ Beyoncé spoke about how her<br />miscarriages taught her to “search for a deeper meaning.”.<br />I began to search for deeper meaning when life<br />began to teach me lessons I didn’t know I needed<br />… I learned that all pain and loss is in fact a gift, Beyoncé, via ‘Elle’.<br />Her miscarriages specifically<br />taught her about motherhood,<br />in terms of herself. .<br />Having miscarriages taught me that<br />I had to mother myself before I could<br />be a mother to someone else, Beyoncé, via ‘Elle’.<br />She then referenced Blue, her first child,<br />saying her birth ultimately caused her<br />“quest for purpose” to become “deeper.”.<br />Rather than being number<br />one, Beyoncé now found herself<br />focused on creating a “legacy.”.<br />I died and was reborn in my relationship, and<br />the quest for self became even stronger. It’s<br />difficult for me to go backwards. Being<br />“number one” was no longer my priority. My<br />true win is creating art and a legacy that will<br />live far beyond me. That’s fulfilling, Beyoncé, via ‘Elle’
