30 October 2020 Call-In<br /><br />Hello Stefan and fellow listeners. I’m a 22 year-old guy who failed in almost every aspect a human being could. Never had any meaningful contact with the opposite sex, never had a real job, and I’m also currently overweight (280 pounds for a 6 foot guy). My only good point is that I don’t use any sort of drug (not even alcohol).<br /><br />I have a very complicated relationship with sacrifice. I had a very strict childhood, with not many friends allowed in home, and not many entertainment sources. According to my parents, that was a way to “focus on my education”.<br /><br />For a long time I was the best student in class, and I had to attend two high schools simultaneously. I got into college, and after almost four years of lies and useless classes, I dropped out. My parents don’t know I quit college. I don’t want them to know it either. Everytime they tried to “help me”, all I got was a clearer vision of hell.<br /><br />I am also what you could call a “ghost employee” of the local city hall. My father got me this position using a friend of his. I would receive the pension promised in forty years (my ticket for the ponzi scheme), and right now I get the equivalent to $20 every month for keeping my mouth shut. Recently I managed to accumulate enough savings to live for three months or so without depending on my parents. But I’m afraid. I feel like I’m sitting on a box of bombs. My parents could find out I dropped out of college. They could throw me out of the house, and I could fail to find a way to support myself in those three months. <br /><br />Not everything is bad though. I’ve been out of college for almost a year, and this year I have learned more than in my four years of college combined. Sometimes I still face failure—the most recent one being rejected for some jobs. Those failures, even the small ones, really knock me out. I fear I could be wasting my time. A certain bald podcaster gave me something to dream about. I don’t want to feel trapped in time, like my time in college, ever again. <br /><br />My question is: how can I fix my relationship with sacrifice if all the sacrifice I have ever made was for nothing?<br /><br />▶️ Donate Now: https://www.freedomain.com/donate<br />▶️ Sign Up For Our Newsletter: https://www.fdrurl.com/newsletter<br /><br />Your support is essential to Freedomain, which is 100% funded by viewers like you. Please support the show by making a one time donation or signing up for a monthly recurring donation at: www.freedomain.com/donate<br /><br />▶️ 1. Donate: https://www.freedomain.com/donate<br />▶️ 2. Newsletter Sign-Up: https://www.fdrurl.com/newsletter<br />▶️ 3. Subscribe to the Freedomain Podcast: https://www.fdrpodcasts.com<br />▶️ 4. Follow Freedomain on Alternative Platforms:<br /><br />Video:<br /> DLive Livestream: https://dlive.tv/freedomain<br /> Bitchute: https://bitchute.com/freedomainradio<br /> Rumble: https://rumble.com/freedomain<br /> LBRY: https://open.lbry.com/@freedomain:b<br /> Streamanity: https://fdrurl.com/streamanity<br /> Locals: https://freedomain.locals.com<br /> Brighteon: https:
