Britney Spears Apologizes for , ‘Pretending’ To Be OK Amid Conservatorship.<br />Britney Spears Apologizes for , ‘Pretending’ To Be OK Amid Conservatorship.<br />Spears took to Instagram on June 25 to issue her first public statement since her courtroom testimony regarding her controversial conservatorship.<br />She posted a quote from <br />Albert Einstein and explained <br />what it meant to her. .<br />That was one of my mother's best traits ... no matter how s----- a day was when I was younger ... for the sake of me and my siblings she always pretended like everything was ok, Britney Spears, via Instagram.<br />I'm bringing this to people's attention because I don't want people to think my life is perfect because IT'S DEFINITELY NOT AT ALL, Britney Spears, via Instagram.<br />If you have read anything about me in the news this week ... you obviously really know now it's not !!!!, Britney Spears, via Instagram.<br />Spears then apologized for "pretending" <br />like she's "been ok the past two years.".<br />I did it because of my pride and I was embarrassed to share what happened to me... , Britney Spears, via Instagram.<br />I feel like Instagram has helped me have a cool outlet to share my presence ... existence ... and to simply feel like I matter despite what I was going through and hey it worked ... so I've decided to start reading more fairy tales!!!!!, Britney Spears, via Instagram.<br />During her court appearance, Spears revealed "abusive" and "controlling" behavior she'd been subjected to, including not being allowed to remove her IUD.<br />I want and deserve changes going forward, Britney Spears, via CNN.<br />Another court hearing is scheduled for July 14