Chill is dripping silently, <br />I am drowning in myself. <br />My hope has left me alone and barren, <br />my grave - the only loving place. <br />I hate my own loathsome smell, <br />this stench and old-age and maledorous fear. <br />How I hate each mortal cell that is rottingly <br />existing deep inside of me... <br />I cannot bear the sun so I close me eyes, <br />it is the perfect day to end this wretched life. <br />Give me the reason to life so that I might laugh <br />at least I'll try in bitterness... <br />Stop the waiting, the cruel waiting for nothing. <br />All I want is to forget, finally <br />in Sleep of Death... <br />I could die just like a christian. <br />I could fade away in sleep <br />but I want to die for someone, <br />for the one who waits for me. <br />I long to be a sacrifice for the Lord, <br />my Lord of the Darkest Side. <br />Everyday is a perfect day, a perfect day for suicide...! <br />Deliver me from the mindless crowd <br />when steps grow dumb behind my back. <br />Save me from their poisoned locks <br />harassing like daggers through my neck... <br />Here, where it's like hell to exist <br />only Death can bring salvation. <br />Please, release me from my chains that crucify me <br />to my eternal tribulation. <br />Here, where even my own image is spitting, <br />where I have to hide my face. <br />Where the distress seems so endlessly, <br />in this god-forsaken place... <br />In a former time in a long forgotten place, <br />when the masks and the faces had been identical twins. <br />As our sanctuaries were locked to hypocritical lies <br />now befouled they lay bare as they stalked in <br />so well gisguised... <br />Suicide, sweet suicide <br />deepest darkness veils my eyes... <br />Suicide, sweet suicide <br />jet-black darkness clouds my mind... <br />Suicide, sweet suicide <br />Deepest darkness in my heart... <br />Suicide, sweet suicide <br />my unclean soul, I know no light...
