Shawn Mendes Speaks About Life , After Breakup With Camila Cabello.<br />It came as a surprise to many last <br />November when news surfaced of <br />the breakup of pop music power couple <br />Shawn Mendes and Camila Cabello.<br />Neither of them have had <br />much to say publicly, until now.<br />Mendes recently took to Instagram <br />to speak about how he's <br />managing after the breakup.<br />While sitting at his piano in a <br />seemingly reflective state, Mendes said.<br />You don't realize when you're like, breaking up with someone, you think it's the right thing to do, , Shawn Mendes, via Instagram.<br />... you don't realize all this s--- that comes after it. , Shawn Mendes, via Instagram.<br />Mendes spoke of the aftermath, wondering aloud who he could turn to now.<br />Like, who do I call when I'm like, in a panic attack? , Shawn Mendes, via Instagram.<br />Who do I call when I'm like, f------, on the edge? , Shawn Mendes, via Instagram.<br />Continuing, Mendes said.<br />Now I feel like finally, <br />like, I'm actually on my own, and I hate that. That's my reality, you know? , Shawn Mendes, via Instagram.<br />Now I feel like finally, <br />like, I'm actually on my own, and I hate that. That's my reality, you know? , Shawn Mendes, via Instagram