Perhaps I was blind to the facts, stabbed in the back<br />I couldn't trust my own homies just a bunch a dirty rats<br />Will I, succeed, paranoid from the weed<br />And hocus pocus try to focus but I can't see<br />And in my mind I'ma blind man doin time<br />Look to my future cause my past, is all behind me<br />Is it a crime, to fight, for what is mine?<br />Everybody's dyin tell me what's the use of tryin<br />I've been Trapped since birth, cautious, cause I'm cursed<br />And fantasies of my family, in a hearse<br />And they say it's the white man I should fear<br />But, it's my own kind doin all the killin here<br />I can't lie, ain't no love for the other side<br />Jealousy inside, make em wish I died<br />Oh my Lord, tell me what I'm livin for<br />Everybody's droppin got me knockin on heaven's door<br />And all my memories, of seein brothers bleed<br />And everybody grieves, but still nobody sees<br />Recollect your thoughts don't get caught up in the mix<br />Cause the media is full of dirty tricks<br />Only God can judge me
