Memories consume <br />Like opening the wound <br />I’m picking me apart again <br />You all assume <br />I’m safe here in my room <br />(unless I try to start again) <br />I don’t want to be the one <br />The battles always choose <br />‘Cause inside I realize <br />That I’m the one confused <br />I don’t know what’s worth fighting for <br />Or why I have to scream <br />I don’t know why I instigate <br />And say what I don’t mean <br />I don’t know how I got this way <br />I know it’s not alright <br />So I’m <br />Breaking the habit <br />Tonight <br />Clutching my cure <br />I tightly lock the door <br />I try to catch my breath again <br />I hurt much more <br />Than anytime before <br />I had no options left again <br />I’ll paint it on the walls <br />‘Cause I’m the one at fault <br />I’ll never fight again <br />And this is how it ends <br />I don’t know what’s worth fighting for <br />Or why I have to scream <br />But now I have some clarity <br />To show you what I mean <br />I don’t know how I got this <br />I’ll never be alright <br />So I’m <br />Breaking the habit <br />Breaking the habit <br />Tonight
