I fantasized about my death <br />in that moment there was nothing left<br />what I wanted was a brand new start<br />in order to live Id need a brand new heart<br />and there you <br /><br />sell me on the future but don't expect <br />me to forget about the past cuz that's bullshit<br /><br />I do what I can baby, exactly what I can<br /><br />Here lately, I'm happy. I'm laugin' at me. <br /><br />Glancing at the sun, Am I having fun,<br />I'll remember some, when it's all done