I sit and ponder life, <br />Through dark and dreary light. <br />The mood is shone, <br />For steps set in stone. <br /> <br />I tremble now, <br />Hands are shaken. <br />Through blinded eyes, <br />The choice I'm make'n. <br /> <br />I hold my life in shaken palm, <br />Cold black steel far from calm. <br />It hurts me now to see me so, <br />So end this now, just let us go. <br /> <br />A vision flickers, <br />It makes me stop. <br />I see you crying, <br />At this very spot. <br /> <br />How could I hurt you after I'm gone? <br />Isn't it better, now you can move on? <br />I guess I'm mistaken, I had it all wrong... <br /> <br /> <br />N.T. Koester<br /><br />Nigel Koester<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/epiphany-10/
