Sadness, anger, repentance, despise <br />So many emotions I cannot summarise <br />I just feel so lonely no one understands <br />No friends and no reasons for my existence <br /> <br />I wish to be gone now <br />And make this my last day <br />The dread of tomorrow <br />I can't wish it away <br /> <br />No good news in offing <br />No pleasant surprise <br />Just tormenting hard journey <br />I see in foresight <br /> <br />There is no real justice <br />There exists no God <br />I don't care for deities <br />Or rituals et al <br /> <br />The good deeds I have incurred <br />Don't seem to have weight <br />They seem to have no value <br />All scriptures are fake <br /> <br />Yes! I am angry and upset <br />No patience anymore <br />These days of smothering sadness <br />Seem endless and more<br /><br />Nalini Jyotsana Chaturvedi<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/venting-with-vengeance/
