I hate you so much, <br />So why do i still have tears? <br />i'm not scared of anything, <br />but you are my biggest fear! <br />i told myself you cant hurt me again, <br />So why do i feel so much pain? <br />i can't even bring myself to call you mum, <br />So why when i think of you does my heart go numb? <br />i hate the thought of looking at you, <br />So why do i stare at your pictures until i feel blue? <br />i look uo at the sky on a sunny day, <br />So why is it all i see is grey? <br />i can't think about the 'good times', <br />in my head i only see you walk away, <br />i wish i hadnt been the one who knew, <br />So why does my heart just ache for you? <br />i don't want to hear anything you have got to say, <br />i just wish you hadn't walked away!<br /><br />Emma Jane Rae<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/why-does-it-hurt-7/
