Fall has taken a cold turn. <br />Feels like winters in the air. <br />It's almost a whole year later, and nothings changed at all. <br />He called my lie betrayal, and with that in his eyes we can't be. <br />Funny how we can still make love, but to be with me he cannot forsee. <br />He thought he was slick and slept with me to get me to sign the divorce paper, I guess God had other plans because you see three weeks later I found out we we're having a baby. That put the divorce off till June, but it didn't change his mind. <br />The holidays are comming, this years still me and my daughter plus my growing belly alone. <br />He'd rather be alone, my lie was about letters that wouldn't of existed if he would of listened. They we wrong but so is he, leaving a marriage, leaving me. <br />I must be a fool because every ounce of me wants him back. I love him but how can trust come back when he doesn't even try? How can lies kill love, how can it kill something sent from GOD. How can a man pick to live alone instead of with his wife and family. How does he deny an unborn baby that didn't ask to be here? <br />Seasons change, but my question is 'when will it change? ' When can my heart begin to beat, a day when it doesn't feel defeat..................?<br /><br />Annie Lewis<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/when-will-it-change/
