Lying in bed as <br />my heart beat slow <br />i could feel yours on my side <br />i talked to you <br />i knew you could hear me <br />i miss the way your heart beat <br />i miss when you moved in my stomach <br />when i found out i was going to have you <br />i thought to myself i get to be a mom <br />and i have always wanted that <br />due in april you were supposed to be <br />but then the earth took you away from me <br />i couldnt feel your heart beat <br />as i knew there was something wrong <br />my stomach hurts so bad and i cried for so long <br />seems like just yesterday i would sing and <br />youd push on my ribs if i stopped <br />how you loved to hear my voice <br />from the moment i knew you were there <br />i loved you like you were already here <br />a new addition to my heart you will always be <br />your dad wasnt ready to be a dad <br />but he wanted you just as much as i did <br />i thought it would work out for the best <br />but now your gone and theres half of my heart <br />that i have lost with you <br />i miss your heart beat <br />and when you made my stomach growel <br />and you pushed against my ribs <br />i loved singing and talking to you <br />your dad loved you <br />just as much as i did <br />so my dear son i say <br />goodbye and rest in peace <br />your my angel now so you can watch over me <br />please watch over your dad to <br />he knows you and he needs you too <br />know that we love you and miss you so <br />we will see you around and evertime <br />the wind blows and a flower blooms <br />and the sunshines we know its you <br />i miss you baby and love you too <br /> <br />In loveing memmorie of <br />Andrew Sean <br />August 30th 2009-September 26th 2009<br /><br />Sandy Vanity<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/andrew-in-loveing-memmorie-part-one/
