My music is playing as i cry <br />or at least i try <br />only the eyeliner from the last time <br />stain my face <br />i tried to scream but <br />no sound escaped my lips <br />i tried to run but <br />it caught up with me <br />this feeling is in escapable <br />all i can do is bleed <br />hoping the lines will earase <br />and i can scream again <br />maybe one day i will escape <br />this nightmare that started out as a dream <br />where did it go wrong as i know i blame myself <br />why are things so complicated <br />im sick of the pain i feel inside <br />and im tired of trying to run <br />like a demon i stand there <br />wanting it to pass and distroy me <br />and it works every time you leave <br />with out saying i love you <br />inside i dont know why <br />my blood is what i want to fill my mouth <br />i want to feel my venom my posin <br />mixed with my blood run down my throat <br />as my wrists bleeds i long for this <br />to make the other pain go away <br />pick me up and make it better <br />or leave me here to die <br />dont say i didnt try <br />i tried to make it clear that i love you <br />try to keep you happy <br />me bleeding on the floor curled up is how it ends <br />thats the tale thats the end <br />thats my life its not pretend<br /><br />Sandy Vanity<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/feelings-again/
