I am so scared, finding it hard to breath, <br />my heart beats so fast, I want it to stop. <br />I can hear your footsteps nearing my door. <br />I cringe, bite my nails and sob into my pillow. <br /> <br />I can feel the stench of your breath on the side of my face. <br />Your touch feels like a bullet, sharp, hot and dangerous. <br />You enter inside me, sharply, with so much heat, penetrating too deep. You are a monster. <br /> <br />You whisper ' I love you ' <br />I silently reply ' I hate you, daddy ' <br />You don't hear my screams or see my tears, for if you did, you would put an end to my fears. <br /> <br />I lay there, my body a dead weight. <br />I take myself off to another land of beauty and love. <br />When you have finished your deadly sin, you smirk at me. <br />Your dark, evil eyes, you're the spawn of the devil. <br /> <br />As you leave my room of torture, <br />I turn over, begin to sob into my pillow, <br />Waiting for the pain and fears to return. <br />I know you will be back again, to-morrow! <br /> <br />I hate you daddy.<br /><br />Deborah Ashdown<br /><br />http://www.poemhunter.com/poem/i-hate-you-daddy/
